Not a complete goodbye

I hope this does not come too sudden to you.

Ya, there will be no more updates here.

I thank you for all the words we shared.

I'm happy, because it happened before :-)

And why it is not a complete goodbye? Because, I will still be visiting your blog.

Take care.

Luckily, I'm not tired, yet.

Kuala Selangor has a tower clock, as old as our country, and it is not functioning. There used to be a large field in front of the tower clock, but then Majlis Daerah decided the field should give way to new building for business purposes. And the change, has taken place a few years ago.

I'm fond of searching for the changes that has occurred, the changes that are occurring, or even the changes that are about to happen. Not that I will try to halt or prevent, but it has been a habit of unknown reason.

I used to think, blogging constitutes an important part of my life. I am a blogger for 4 years. I started off with writing travel blog, and unintentionally, I shared more than what I wanted to. There are many articles which I find it inappropriate to be displayed in front of public, nonetheless, deletion is not gotta repair the damages.

It is rather embarassing to admit that lonesome has been the greatest motivation for me to blog regularly. But of course, blog is also a diary which records the tachy and brady of the steps in my life. I record the changes in me, and the changes around me. This is still necessary, at this point of time.

I feel so good to be home, and I don't mind to stay in this fishing village forever. I'm willing to give up exploring other possibilities in my life.

But Hey! Letters from Public Service Department has come.

Letter from Malaysian Medical Council has come.

When the letter from Ministry of Health comes, then it's time for me to leave, once again.

My return is a preparation for another departure. There's always another place where I need to go after this.

Luckily, I'm not tired, yet.

No plan is a good plan

I dont need to count. Time, I have so much of it right now.

"How's your holidays so far?" An old friend, Eng Hua asked me. We met during the week after I got my final result. I guess, he is concerned whether I will feel bored for staying too long at home.

I will start my work by mid of October. Therefore, I will have nearly 2 months of holidays to be spent. So, how am I gotta make this holidays meaningful?

I cannot recall when was the last time I feel so comfortable about myself and the environment that I'm living in. I'm thankful for the relaxing moment I'm having. I dont ask for more.

I get to spend more time with my family.

I get to meet up some old friends and relatives.

I get to jog almost everyday.

I get to read a lot of non-medical books. I dont have to read for examination!!!

I dont have to travel back and forth between my hometown and the place I used to study.

Ironically, I dont have many chances to blog and facebooking. My younger brother is having his holidays as well and he needs the PC more than I do --- to play DOTA :-/ Anyway, his holidays is gotta end soon, haha.

I'm also looking forward to go for travelling. I will be joining a group of friends to Shanghai by mid of September. This will be my virgin air travel. Super excited, haha.

All I can say is, I dont have a good plan for holidays, but I'm contented with what I'm going through.

Something has happened!

This is the nicest spot in my university campus.

I waited 2 pharmacy students for ages (Apalah!!!), before I got my turn to shoot my own photo with The Hippocratic Oath as the background.

I will upload the rest of the photos onto Facebook.

Something has happened. Something has started. Something has ended.

I'm not sure, am I really happy, or am I really sad... But, life... has to go on.

I need to move on

How many reasons we need to shed our tears? I saw two, on the day I took my last result in clinical school.

Cried, because we obtained what we want.

Cried, because we missed what we want.

It has been a long... way, from 25.8.2004 - 7.8.2009.

I'm glad most of my friends and I managed to reach this point, without any delay. I doubted a few times, if I was suitable to join this profession. This has been a stressful journey. But Hey, here I am now, knocking on the door.

If I was not here, where would I be? Back in 2004, I shed tears, when IMU put my name on the waiting list. I was left with 3 options: IMU MBBS in February 2005, MBBS offered by UM/Perak Medical College and N.U.S. Pharmacy programme.

I rely on my own intuition. It guided me to write an appeal letter, which then led me to join M204.

Hau Chun, my batch representative, gave an impressive speech on the last day we spent in clinical school. Before that, Dr CW Cheah, a paediatrician, who is also an IMU alumni gave us some nostalgic words. He mentioned the inevitable encounters in life, with people we can get along smoothly, and those we may fail to tolerate. He hoped we will always remember the faces of fellow batchmates who were once sitting in the same hall, listening to countless lectures. This collective memory will soon become a precious asset, as we grow older.

His words actually reminded me a friend who I have chose not to share thoughts and feelings as what we used to be, after another childish dispute. And I thought, that argument was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

But now, I guessed I have punished myself long enough, for dwelling too much in this situation.

I won't be able to come this far, without the supports from friends and guidance from lecturers. It will be a bottomless list, if I were to name all of them.

I need to start getting used with people calling me Dr. Low. That sounds way much better than Ah Pek, right? Hah...

Should transformation occur with pain. So be it. I know I have other possibilities to be explored. I will continue to strive.

Opening another chapter

I'm flipping through another page in my life... My university life is coming to an end. A word 'happy' cannot fully describe how I feel after I got my result. Yesterday, I took a few photos with my friends, lecturers, and supporting staffs in IMU. The amount was definitely not sufficient. I'm looking forward to shoot more pictures during convocation.

There are many thoughts to be written, but I'm still not sure how to write down the first word.

I shall take my time, afterall, I am the only author of this book.

And my readers, are you still with me?

Dont look back, even if it is a good view

I know! I know!! I know!!!

Give myself a chance to look forward, can I? Everyone has progressed, why should I linger on here?

What is so precious about memories that are fading away?